By Kuuleilani Reyes
Aloha mai kākou. ʻO wau ʻo Kuuleilani Reyes. Noho wau i Kualoa me kuʻu ʻohana. ʻO Keolaʻoli lāua ʻo Kaliloa kuʻu keiki kamahaʻo. He Hawaiʻi au.
I want to share my experience with the lāhui, because there are lots of stories, rumors, fear and skepticism surrounding COVID-19. Hopefully, you will have a better understanding about this vile disease by reading my moʻolelo.
I contracted the illness over the first weekend of August, while having meals with close friends I consider ʻohana. I didn’t feel the effects till a few days later when I woke up with a headache. I took two aspirin, thinking nothing of it, and went to work. After a few hours, I started coughing and felt hot. I knew in my naʻau something was wrong, so I left work to see a physician. On the way I learned one of the friends I was with over the weekend was very sick and went to the ER for fever and difficulty in breathing. I panicked and got tested.
I called my colleagues to let them know what was going on and to apologize profusely. It was a tremendous kuleana to inform my colleagues, whom I love, that I might have infected them. It still weighs heavily on my soul that I could have infected others.
A few days later I got my test results: positive. I was very scared of dying. What would happen to my keiki? I cried when I called my colleagues and loved ones. I felt awful. I encouraged them to get tested.
My symptoms were “mild,” so I didn’t go to the hospital. However, it was an awful, wretched experience; COVID-19 is terrible. I was a zombie for two weeks. Most of the time I was weak, ferociously thirsty, nauseous, hot and uncomfortable. I lost my taste buds and appetite. I stopped eating to avoid throwing up. I had very few lucid moments.
My daughters also tested positive, but fortunately they were asymptomatic. They handled all the housework and nursed me while I was in agony. They made me eat and drink water. It was a horrific experience.
I have now returned to the land of the living. God is good. I’m still feeling the stigma of having had it; but I understand that anyone can catch the disease. That’s why we must mask up, wash hands, and practice social distancing.
COVID-19 is real. It’s worse than the flu, and it’s highly contagious. Stay safe and keep your ʻohana near. Mālama pono a Ke Akua pū.
Kuuleilani Reyes lives in Kualoa, Oʻahu, with her daughters, Keolaʻoli and Kaliloa who attend Ke Kula ʻo Samuel M. Kamakau. She is a librarian, a mother and a Native Hawaiian.
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